“I was a candle; / You: a bright, burning ball of light, / More brilliant than any of the small flames that had dared to kiss my wick. / Their flickering embers tried to scorch me into nothing.”
Read More“Not despite, you say, because / You’ve been looking in the bathroom mirror / of our Santa Fe adobe house, beneath stained vigas / wearing your orange sports bra / and half-buckled blue jeans”
Read More“At last, the void speaks / of all he took and never returned. / The white rabbit crawls forth from his rabbit / hole to pull you into the damp soil and live / as he does: in filth / and the stink of tobacco.”
Read More“my children, just as naked, / as now, just as submerged back when / we moved through the uncertainty of shelters, / sustaining by government crumbs, / their father is not my husband.”
Read More“Emily brought the weed. Emily also knew how to sculpt / a pipe with a pencil and some rolled tinfoil. What was it / with the dancers and gymnasts? Why did we always / have the drugs while you and the soccer girls gave each / other French braids and never stayed up late? At least / you brought a lighter.”
Read More“‘They needed to hear more about being with a woman. Thank you for sharing that,’ my friend, and the only other woman at the table, whispered to me.”
Read More“You watch, jaw slack, / as I birth old rage & / make it new. When I / have spilled forth all / that I can, spit flecked / lips loosening”
Read More“you can’t tell me / to reconcile / all the being i’ve done / kneeling at a pew / lined with past lives / i’ll think i’m there to celebrate / to sing”
Read More“You are harmless without antlers, / rare amidst hard tusk-teeth”
Read More“I can see four-leafed clovers in the grass because / I have magic in my blood. / My parents would say it’s because / we were Irish before we were American.”
Read More“Girls sometimes roil / with fear they say / we’d do anything / to avoid a sting run shrieking / like our mothers but they / mishear buzzing for screams”
Read More“Every time I whip this up, my husband says I smell and taste like pie. If you follow this recipe, your husband won’t be able to get enough of you and certainly won’t be thinking about sending you away.”
Read More“Places like these, you get pulled in, wound about like vines. Sometimes you bloom. Little prepares you for the pruning.”
Read More“The meat turned clay when you left. / You kept the eyes, like dried berries, / and wet capillaries still stuck / to your fingers like raw yolk.”
Read More“Sick of buying tissues, she started to use / two silver buckets she’d found one day / in a neighbour’s abandoned shed, not knowing / they belonged to a magician (now dead).”
Read MoreI have seen these hues / bring the deepening of my blues. / Inside the rows and lines of my swallowed up and overwhelmed disappearing. / Inside the measures of solitude that swam through sorrow, seeking something unnamed.
Read More“Just because my charms did not work didn't mean they were broken.”
Read More“Paint your own pictures. Masterpieces. Hang them. Invite him over to see. Watch his jaw hang. So you’re good, he says. Threatens to steal. Your creations. Your life.”
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